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Rude ([personal profile] grandspark) wrote in [community profile] gonnawinagain2020-07-07 03:54 pm

you can run but you can't hide

The players: Rude, Reno
The scenario: Two Turks just having a not-so-typical day at the office.
The setting: Some time pre-Reactor 1 bombing, Shinra HQ office of General Affairs.
Any warnings: Smut.

It had been a long night and unfortunately the Turks weren't one hundred percent certain it was quite over. To that end, they'd taken to the headquarters and each found something to occupy their time while they waited--for the call to arms or the end to come, either way they were ready and waiting.

For his own part, Rude had taken over the office space reserved for the Turks. He'd kept the office dark as his intention was to catch a few winks of sleep while he had the chance. As he lay on the couch, spread out across its full length with an arm behind his head to cushion it, he came to the conclusion that there was still too much adrenaline flowing through his veins from the action earlier that evening. His mind churned instead and he couldn't get to sleep.

Still he kept his eyes closed as he tried to meditate himself to sleep, concentrating on the his breathing and the darkness beneath his eyelids. He had finally gotten his mind to calm and his body began to relax when he heard the door to the office open and shut. He didn't need to open his eyes to know it was Reno that walked inside. He just knew it was his partner.

He didn't move as he waited for Reno to turn on the lights or demand "his" favorite lounging spot or...well, whatever it was that Reno would want tonight. Not that he thought it would fool his partner, nor convince the redhead to leave him alone so that he actually could get to sleep, but he purposefully kept his eyes shut. Without his sunglasses to hide his attempt Reno would have no excuse either, not that the redhead ever really needed one to do as he pleased.

Though, honestly, for once Rude kind of wanted Reno to distract him. Maybe Reno would encroach on Rude's space as his partner had been wont to do as of late--pressing his luck on just how long it would take for Rude to react to all the lingering touches he'd been trying to slyly ply the larger man with. Rude found it amusing, and it would make for a good distraction tonight. Maybe it was time to surprise the lithe redhead with a reaction Reno wasn't expecting...
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[personal profile] electrod 2020-07-08 07:37 am (UTC)(link)
Where Rude meditated to calm the mind and body, Reno was an unbridled bundle of energy. Restless and agitated, still itching for more action but now forced to wait in a limbo. Wait for the answer whether they're off for the night or into the fry again.

Eventually, he sought out Rude on purpose. To find a balance, or just to annoy him. No problems finding him, since their methods of dealing with the current uncertainty while different, were familiar to each other.

So for the first time this evening, Reno slows down. He walks through the darkened room with light steps until he gets to the couch. Lingering in silence, just observing, looking for a twitch on Rude's face that would acknowledge his presence. Is his partner truly asleep?

Does it mean he can—

Several more second pass and Reno falls to a squat near the couch. Damn, the sunglasses hide that well, but Rude has truly some amazing eyelashes. Who would have thought? Few people get close enough to even catch a glimpse of that. Or of the freckled marks littering the tan skin. Reno realizes he got close enough Rude might feel his breath on his skin, but it's not like he cares about details like that.

Curious fingers, featherlight touches, brush against Rude's ear. One, two, three.

"Looks like a new piercing, partner" Reno whispers more to himself than to Rude, expecting the man to be asleep anyway. Though the thrill-seeker in him almost wants this to be enough to wake him up. What would he do? How would he react? Annoyed? Angry? Flustered? Embarrassed?
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[personal profile] electrod 2020-07-08 09:52 am (UTC)(link)
Reno fancies himself the unpredictable one but faced with unexpected action of Rude- he freezes momentarily. A deer in highlight, eyes (blue, green, depends on the light) blown wide, a soft quiet sound of surprise- that could be a fluster.

But as the tug in his wrist brings him closer, he snaps back. The deer scampers away, replaced by a sharp grin and a fluid motion of a predatory cat. Reno flings himself over Rude, settling himself on his partner's lap as if it was the most obvious place to be. As if that's where he belongs.

"Yeah, I like it. And I keep wondering about them-" the smirk makes it to the tone of his voice, challenging and curious. Only the fact that the tattoos on cheekbones became a little less visible as the skin they are inked on flushes might indicate existence of some evolutionary leftover of flustered bone. Does it count if he's owning that reaction though?
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[personal profile] electrod 2020-07-08 03:25 pm (UTC)(link)
Give a hand, and he'll take a whole arm, that is often a thing with Reno. He laughs, quiet and secretive but still as obnoxious as he ever does— as if he had won. Brow shooting up, mouth curled with a flash of teeth. Now that's a thrill.

Rare it is, the sight of Rude so unguarded so open— and yet still nearly impossible to read. But Reno knows, it's in the details. The crinkle, the crease and especially— especially where his eyes dart, how long his breath lasts. With his eyes covered one would need a sixth sense to be able to tell where his attention lies, or what is his mood.

Sixth sense Reno has developed over the years. Even if Rude bothered with the shades now he would be able to say that man's attention was focused singularly on him.

"Yea— kept wondering why you get them." Reno’s voice comes out raspy as he muses aloud, the thumb pressing against his skin with a certain deliberateness that makes it impossible to ignore. He adjusts his position as Rude does, without thinking, just natural side effect; waves, and ripples.

"I tried to find a pattern. Not for each kill, that's for sure. You'd be more metal than flesh by now— I thought it's for each brush with death. Puncture in a lobe, when the bullet that would fuck you up missed" He clicks his tongue, snaps his fingers and shakes his head, expression of dissatisfaction on his face. So very dramatic, theatrical even, Reno uses every movement and every sound he can to express himself "But that's not it either, these moments don't match—"
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[personal profile] electrod 2020-07-10 09:59 am (UTC)(link)
Hook, line, and sinker.

The subtlety of Rude's action is not entirely lost on Reno. He's just less likely to give it a thought, to take a slow note on it— instead, he sees the invitation, he dives right in. No question asked. No questions needed. It’s more fun that way.

Reno's fingers trail the chiseled line of Rude's jaw, enjoying how the line of his beard felt to the touch. Until he reached the ear, finger brushing the lobe, tugging at the earring. Reno had to keep all his barely-present self-control not to tug at it with his teeth, as he was tempted to for so long.

"You tell me... I'm only spewing the stories I came up with" His cocky attitude is not nearly as convincing when said in a breathless tone, but it still works.

And maybe the topic of ever-present cameras could come up, but what are they going to do. Fire them? It's not like anyone else is monitoring Turk business, but the Turks. The recordings are only there for a few days, just in case if something happened and they needed to see what.
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[personal profile] electrod 2020-07-11 08:51 am (UTC)(link)
In the silence of the room, with only a steady, muted thrum of AC on the late-night setting, Rude's baritone reverberates and rumbles across the walls. Reno's focus shift on its cadence, on how Rude's lips and throat work as he speaks.

'What could have been more important than your life?' that's what he would ask in any different circumstances. With a snort and a teasing tone, as if Rude was saying something silly. Not now, and not here. He's hypnotized and drowned by the special moment they share.

So much that he doesn't realize where Rude takes his hand and— when his partner's lips brush his skin Reno breaks his silence with a shuddery gasp and then forgets how to breathe. Their gazes locked, green meeting brown, and maybe there truly is some magic (real, true magic, not the fabricated orbs from the lab) that makes the time stand still. Rude's calm and steady confidence, pulling Reno in like gravity. That's where he realizes——

——he's not in charge here, at least not right now.

At least it makes him remember how to breathe again. A twitch in the fingers of hand held captive by his partner, a fluttery pulse in the wrist, he wouldn't try to take the hand away even if someone ordered him to. Reno leans closer, his free hand splaying on Rude's wide, strong chest for support, so close now that stray strands of red hair might tickle Rude's skin.

"In that case— I'd really want to hear the full story behind them, partner"
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[personal profile] electrod 2020-07-21 07:56 pm (UTC)(link)
Reno's attention such got divided, fragmented, and yet at the same time solely focused only on Rude. It's between his words, his actions, and the warmth of his body is where the division of attention falls. The slow motion of his hands, drawing slow, unhurried lines across his body— each touch of strong hand sending electricity through his skin. And there's so much fabric blocking the full experience between them— clothes, gloves. So much. Too much.

But Reno is if anything, an expert at multitasking. Following the story told, until the inevitable conclusion— oh. Oh. His eyes open wide, lips parted as for the first time in years, he scrambles at his wit, searching for a reply.

One simple word, 'you', just that. That's enough to send him through a whirlwind of emotions he thought he buried long time ago.

Score for Rude, yet again he remains the unpredictable one now. Reno is supposed to be the chatty one, the gifted liar, a contrast to quiet and intimidating Rude, holding much gentler nature. But putting either of them into these neatly described boxes is denying them complexity. They're close, painfully close now. And the words don't come out as golden and perfect, as he'd like them to be.

That's what makes them genuine.

"So I'm leaving literal marks on you, partner" he whispers back, with a quiet purr. His other hand still on Rude's chest, feeling steady, calm heartbeat— which seems to be in direct contrast to his own frantic pulse.

For the first time, he tries to push a little against the hand on the nape of his neck. Just enough so he can get a better look into Rude's warm-coloured eyes. It's less a challenge, and more a test of how much push-and-pull Rude would allow, want in this new dance of theirs.

The need to just lean forward, to press their lips together, to feel how Rude tastes like— he's not good in denying his impulses, but for few more seconds he manages to control himself.

But he wants to hear the end of this story. Even if he thinks gets the idea what kind of situations Rude is making mementos of.
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[personal profile] electrod 2020-07-25 11:16 pm (UTC)(link)
The opportunities you gave me to protect you. The moments his luck nearly run out, the dangerous gamble didn't work out, or simply something unexpected, something unaccounted for happened. So these are not mementos of Rude's near-death experiences, but his own. Moments where only timely Rude's intervention, rescue, or diversion made him survive the night at all.

It's inevitable, they will meet their ends on their job, or because of their job. That's just a cold and hard fact. Live hard and fast, die pretty and young, or whatever these underground bands are singing these days— Reno doesn't want to sacrifice himself for the job, but he would bite the bullet for someone of his team, especially for Rude. And he knows the sentiment is returned, he knows because all too often had he been hauled from something too dangerous by his trusted partner.

It's selfish, but if there is one thing Reno wants, is not to see Rude crash and burn. If they end together, that's one thing, but the idea of being the one surviving, of the one being left behind (alive) terrifies him.

Maybe he should be the one marking the moments when Rude got too close to these doors, maybe this charm, this tradition— maybe it's working. And if Rude keeps him alive with this memento magic, so should he in return. So it's even, and fair.

It's pointless though, he knows, one that is easily and quickly forgotten. Not to be clung to when everything spirals down into— into this. The moment that defies description, the dream that never could become reality, the intimacy that neither of them could allow with anyone else.

And it's unlike any other kiss Reno has had (not that there was many, he usually sneered at such displays of affection— they were reserved for people that meant it, and he never slept with anyone that meant anything)— it's electric, it sends sparks of pleasure shooting down his spine, and it makes him shiver with impatience. But the way Rude carries himself tonight, the way his hand rests on the nape of a slender neck, it's all sending a message and one that Reno has to force himself to obey. Gentle, slow, but also a little bit threatening— in the best way.

Reno can't play nice all the time, his weight shifts, as he tries to find more leverage and he ends the slow initial kiss with a playful brush of his tongue against Rude's lips. He was stopping himself the entire time from deepening the kiss, and he knows he won't be able to stop himself another time.

But now that he got a moment, a moment to react, to give a crooked smirk, to say something flirtatious or crass, Reno is mute, flushed, and completely out of his depth. `I will be always there for you` words he never expected to hear, words he has no idea how to respond to. Cynically it could be said that it's just a lie, there is no `always` and no `forever`, everything and everyone ends. But he's a liar that lies, and that makes him really adept at spotting truth, something honest and genuine— that has its own colour, it's own taste, and he can see it in every Rude's move and in his every word now.

"I..." he exhales loudly, eyelids fluttering rapidly before he regains the (almost) usual bravado. "Rude... where did you learn that?"

Reno moves closer again to press their foreheads together. "Don't make it sound... like you promise to die for me. You're not allowed that, ya know? You're not allowed to leave me behind."

You're not allowed to go alone
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[personal profile] electrod 2020-07-27 01:05 pm (UTC)(link)
Intimacy and honesty, two words that describe everything that Reno is not used to. Neither of them, he'd wager a guess. But yet, here he is getting lost under the touch, drowning in this closeness— and apparently throwing off Rude's game, because being unpredictable is just in his nature. But he wants that game to continue, and he can't stay introspective for long.

It's much easier to simply return to what they were doing.

"As long as you remember to not protect me from yourself" Reno says in low voice; he tilts his head, a feral grin playing on his lips, a hint of sharp incisor before he presses forward with hunger. Parted lips meet closed ones, in an invitation. Getting them back on track of what was happening, welcoming Rude to take back the steering wheel should he want to. But one more thing Reno does to make his eagerness known is reaching towards Rude's tie, deft fingers set on loosening it.

He's curious, fascinated, and impatient for what else his partner might have in mind. Most see Rude as a quiet, stoic one. They don't know the thrill seeker that sits underneath, they don't know the amount of energy thrumming and hiding behind the shades. Rude is, in his own unique way, just as unpredictable, it just manifests in much subtler ways.

Like right now, where Rude had guided him into the exact place and position he planned. It's exhilarating.
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[personal profile] electrod 2020-09-02 05:09 pm (UTC)(link)
Reno rushes forward, as he always does. Kiss turning needy, mouths clashing, tongues dancing in the open. That makes his moan audible when Rude's hand slides down his chest. Only a few buttons have their advantage, few fingers flick and it's all open, held together only by— the jacket snap, but it's gone soon enough.

All that time, all that action and Reno was able to focus only enough to get the tie loose and yank it off. Making sure it slides off all the way against the skin on Rude's neck. He doesn't discard it, no. When the kiss ends and Reno pulls back a bit (Rude's hand getting out of his hair might have something to do with it), he playfully wraps the tie once around his hand.

"I wonder what would you do if I tried to tie your hands with it, partner" It's an amusing tone he uses, but the curiosity is indeed there. Truth to be told he'd be equally thrilled at an approval, as well as a promise to turn the tables on him on that idea.
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[personal profile] electrod 2020-11-18 11:47 pm (UTC)(link)
The skin-to-skin contact knocks Reno's breath away. He presses against the fingers, moves to fill the hand, to make the most contact that is possible.

Rude's hands are so beautifully warm.

Count on his partner to read him right. As much fun as the scenario he presented sounds like, he really doesn't want Rude to stop. But as thrilling as not knowing what to expect is, he has to add some of his own by such claims.

"Shit... you're right" A chuckle, as he sits upwards, firmly on Rude's hips. The tie still loosely wrapped around his hand and he catches the other end of it pulling at it and then— suddenly, like thunder, an idea strikes. Something unexpected that he can pull on Rude instead.

Unhurriedly, he takes off the googles, messing up his hair and throwing it wherever it lands. That's followed by pressing the fabric of the tie to his face, or rather, right above his eyes to be exact. "Then, how about this?"

Smile is playing on his lips— will Rude encourage this makeshift blindfold? Or would he'd rather have Reno see everything. His own preference, being the latter, Reno realizes in this very moment. A little too late realizing, he doesn't want to miss the sight of Rude, and his hold falters, the fabric sliding down.
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[personal profile] electrod 2021-01-03 12:00 am (UTC)(link)
Reno lets out a sharp gasp followed by a soundless laugh. The hairs stand up on the back of his neck, as Rude's sole voice makes his mind haze and body warm-up. The promise of the 'next time' is also an exhilarating one. Though Reno can't give that too much thought, as his brain strictly focuses on the PRESENT.

Rude holding him. Rude kissing him. Manhandling him so effortlessly and putting him in place. Both with action and words.

"Oh, I won't take my eyes off ya—" he promises, brimming with impatient energy, moving sinuously whenever Rude touches him— pressing right into the touch as if he couldn't get enough. Oh, he knows he can't show too much of that impatience (although he does show all of the excitement), in case Rude notices and decides to use it against him

...

It's a bad joke, Rude knows him all too well, he surely noticed.

"Roger that" Reno finally figures to whisper the answer to the question, the confirmation that he understands. His tied hands tightly locked behind Rude's neck. Gaze sliding slowly across handsome features "All yours"

He's behaving! Still! As much as he just wants to lean forward and kiss Rude again he just...tilts his head and waits.
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[personal profile] electrod 2021-04-18 01:24 pm (UTC)(link)
Reno kissed as he fought, fast, frantic, greedy. But he understood what Rude had on mind, despite their differences they could fall perfectly in sync with each other. Rude started it this night, he took initiative, so they should play by his rules. Makes complete sense. Even to Reno's need-addled brain.

He cackles, but it comes off weakly to his ears. It's easier to drop his voice down to the smooth whisper.

"Yeah you will take good take care of me, partner, won't you? All your strong hands on me. Ya a real fucking piece of work—" Despite the crude language, there is nothing but pure adoration in his voice. Shivering, listlessly arching and aching into these hands traveling his body; molding against his waist. Despite the fabric of his uniform standing a barrier before Rude's hands and his skin, he still could feel the warmth and strength and by anything that's holy, it was dreamy— how Rude held him exactly as he likes it.

He grinds down in response to Rude rocking up to him. Trying to maintain a languid motion.

"Eyes on me"

Reno is greedy. And a little possessive it turns out.